Red

"I had a feeling to you. Deep and real inside my heart, that makes my heart beating so fast when you hold me, makes me smiling when you whisper to my ears, and makes me hurt and crying when i couldn't next to you anymore. I love you, in every touch, in every hug, in every snog, and it comes bigger and bigger when you tell me that you love me too"

empty

yeah, i feel empty
di saat gue ngerasa ini udah titik akhir puncak kesabaran dan kecapean gue,
gue ngerasain kalo gue juga di titik gue sayang2nya..
i dont know, i just cant thinking well and i want the best for me,
and exactly, for you
here are some lyrics that can represent my feeling

"But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'll watch the night turn light-blue, but it's not the same without you.
The silence isn't so bad, til I look at my hands and feel sad,
cause the spaces between my fingers, are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways, though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia, chills me to the bone.
When I think of you I don't feel so alone.
And I'll forget the world that I knew, but I swear I won't forget you.
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear.......... Oh darling, I wish you were here"
Vanilla Twilight - OWL CITY

"And I'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow"
So Sick - Ne Yo

"And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste, could it be worse?
And high up above or down below, when you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know, just what you're worth"
Fix You - Coldplay

"You tell me that you need me, then you go and cut me down
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue"
Apologize - One Republic

iiiiisssssssshhhhhhhhh sakit nih wkwkwkwk gaya ya gue. ya gmn ya emg susah gitu untuk menjelaskan gimana jadi gue. in one day, his mood could change in anytime, first nice to me, then..... *sigh* another pain to my heart again :'(

gue cape, gue sakit, tapi yang paling gue takutin adalah gue kehilangan hari2 gue dgn lo.
hari2 gue, yg dicuekin sm lo dan segala macemnya lah itu yg paling gue takut ilang dari kehidupan gue karena saat lo nyuekin, dan ngegimanain gue deh, itulah hari2 gue.
hari2 gue yg gakmau gue ilangin, tp hari2 yg bikin gue sakit. gue bingung :'(